So Sad....Sob....

Today i'm better le...but Grandmother gone to hospital le...she fainted because her vains in the brain burst....and so..fainted...and when the ambulance came,she stop breathing...but they save her and in the end mange to make her heart pum once agin...she's in the hospital now....Mum's bewi sad...because be4 Grandmother faint...she will tell Tuti(the maid) how much she miss moii mum as mum bewi long never go and visite her le...But mum didn't got the changh to visite her and she fainted....now mum visited her...but what's the use?...Grandmother is in a Co-ma and can't see mum....I'm bewi afried that she would pass away during the nite...Oh god...plz let my mum and Grand mother atleast have their last word and and atleast see each orther....oh god...plz just one last word and one last time for grand mother to see mum...just once god....just once...plz....

Sick Bay...

Today fall sick le...so sick untill dun really have strengt to type this...Well ok larz...still got strengt but bewi slow and keep on shivering.....I got heachach,sore,fever,flu and chough....see...so sick bah~....haiz then still got one more sickness...but dun wanna tell you all...later you all hide from mii then i'll be bewi sad...i dun like ppl to be scard of mii one marz...haiz.....well..i'll end here because i'm too weak to hang on typing like this......SiGnInG OfF....

Luv him so much~!!!!!

Now i HE so kind to me and so nice to me even~...he's behaving just like my brother....and i told you liao that i haven forget him and he's still part of my heart rite...and now,he's my whold life~...he's just like moii heart...without him,i cannot live....so must as well die....i really luv him so much~!!!!!!Now-a-days even keep on make moii face and moii hair...luv him too much liao le larz....the more i think of him the crazyer i go...i...i....I LOVE YOU A LOT YO......opps..cannot say it out...wahahaha let you guess yourself.....

should i change back to the begaining self?....

At last Wee Teng they all became my frenz back liao all thanks to the Sea Shore Life programe....but i still gotta be care full not to be too action liao...if not later lose their frenzhip again then die liao...At sea Shore i pick up quite a number of Sea Shells and gave it all to Wee Teng...Even thought it's so nice and i wanna keep it but i noe that if i bring it back home i would sooner or later throw it away...So why not give it to someone and make then happy?....
I was think if i need to change back to the begaining self of this year you noe...but that's just not me...i'm a person who is playfulland quite childish one...marz....but...hiaz...dunno larz...dun think too much liao~...=P
Haiz ...i'm still waiting for my bai Mar Wang Zhi lea....when will he come...coz i'm a person who i noe i'm quite fliet one marz...and also dun really noe what ture love really mean as i tried to be....Maybe the time hasn't come yet...maybe i needa wait for the rite time...maybe it's not this year and maybe it's not next year too maybe it couldn't even be the year after next year...haiz...just needa wait.....

haiz...

haiz...becoz of my wrong action Wee Teng they all dun friend me liao...i have to to my GHOS FRENZ about their behavio againest me...she say it becoz in MT calss i too action so they like that...they are treating me like in the Feb like that liao...My GHOS FRENZ also seems like as if she's keeping something from me....no even Wei Ni also dun friend me liao...why always me?.....haiz.....hope that the worry will be over soon~.even verna there also got problem with Wei Ni they all liao...haiz....i really can't take Sec life.feel like.....haiz....nvm....