should i change back to the begaining self?....

At last Wee Teng they all became my frenz back liao all thanks to the Sea Shore Life programe....but i still gotta be care full not to be too action liao...if not later lose their frenzhip again then die liao...At sea Shore i pick up quite a number of Sea Shells and gave it all to Wee Teng...Even thought it's so nice and i wanna keep it but i noe that if i bring it back home i would sooner or later throw it away...So why not give it to someone and make then happy?....
I was think if i need to change back to the begaining self of this year you noe...but that's just not me...i'm a person who is playfulland quite childish one...marz....but...hiaz...dunno larz...dun think too much liao~...=P
Haiz ...i'm still waiting for my bai Mar Wang Zhi lea....when will he come...coz i'm a person who i noe i'm quite fliet one marz...and also dun really noe what ture love really mean as i tried to be....Maybe the time hasn't come yet...maybe i needa wait for the rite time...maybe it's not this year and maybe it's not next year too maybe it couldn't even be the year after next year...haiz...just needa wait.....