Sunday, July 10, 2005

haiz...

My birthday had past...frenz like Hong Xian,KaiLing,Wee Teng,Poh Li and Musfirah gave mii presents and i really do like it...exspecily 1 of them that i tresure alot...it's from my dad...i really love it alot alot...Thank you everyone~!!!

Haiz... today dunno why...felt so sad that i dun even fell like playing games going out and even talk on phone...today i call BoyX....his voice sound as if he had never know mii....really hate mii and being irratated...i dunno why...he's always so kind,so nice and even so gental to mii...but...today's different....it's totaly out of order...he sound so cold,so angry and even hate is inside his voice....i really felt like crying the first time..but i held it back...then the secan time felt so painfull as if my heart has been cut into many bits of papers....Today when i heard his sounded like tat,i'm so sad that my voice grew softer and softer...it's so soft even my voice start to tremble....i dunno why or how it became like this....i just wanted him to be someone i can treasure in my heart forever...but now...it's seem so imposible...
Now my leg's bleeding coz i wanted to write this down sooo much because of the hurtfull feeling that i accentily cut my leg on the eged of the bed....not really deep even though but it's bleeding...any way...it's worth it...now my painfullness in my heart isn't that painfull already....

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