i'll lubb ya...

Hiaz...Today i'm sick...had fever,headach,flu and keep on wanna volmite...haiz...Hope i can totaly recover tml....so i can go skool... to see kim... I miss him alot....really wanna see him nw..haiz...

8.11pm...

kim juz loged out...haiz...juz nw gt a small qurall with him about smocking n also about wheather he's gd or nt...haiz... such weird things also can hurt so much... Hw i wish i could be a guy n he's a gurlz... so i can protect him n watch over him... Instead of letting him so sad becoz of miie...i rather tt i'm hurt then him... Even though i hate being hurt...n issh very scared of being hurt... but for him... i dun mind...haiz...

8.40pm...

so sian...nth to do...my mind kept thinking of him...n wad happen juz nw...he's really the most perfact guy i ever met in my life...he's always comparing himself to hx...y?...haiz...hx might be a very nice guy...but he gt a very bad part...it's tt...he dunno hw to think be4 he talk... coz when i stead with him.. most of the time, his word hurtz miie...but kim issh different...he might hurt miie at times...but most of the time he'll apolegise n start hating himself from hurtting miie...haiz...there's no nid to put the fault to himself...haiz...wad can i do to make him stop putting the fault on himself...

9.15pm...
i'm still thinking...about the stuff....haiz...kim chuan... wad can i do to make our relationship be happier n lasting?...i dun wan anione to be hurt ani more...i dun wan U to be hurt animore... looks lyk the only connection line we gt issh the letters we write...Looks lyk only letter could make us talk n listen to each other properly...haiz...guess tt's thew only way...but hw should i start?...haiz... i'll slowly think it over bahx...

Buaix guys...thx for reading my blog for today...plz tage be4 u go...Have a nice day!

haiz...

Today quite alot of bad things happened...haiz...

During science, other than miss melisa issh in our class,there's another malay teacher in our class... then when our class a bit too nosiey, she came n scolded us then aloy siaoz siaoz dunno y suddenly say "wow" then the malay teacher suddenly scold "fuck! who issh tt? who make tt sound?!" we all so stund, she scolded FUCK!... i can go complain to the skool as well as the MOE neax! humph! Then lrt after science klass, she ask Miss Melisa to call miie,andy and edwin to the teacher office and scolded us there... she say tt i keep on scold bad word n tok n dun have manner!!! WTF!!! i was doing my hw all along!!! i even helped my frenz do her work while she sleeps in class!!! N there she come scolding miie of miss behaviour! Bull Shit!Tok Cock!Brainless Freak!Then after tt i came back class with a very bad mood... i can tell u it's really a very very very bad mood!

The lrt during PW, Mad Amina called miie n ask miie about kai xun...i told her i dunno much about him but Kim chuan do noe more about him...So she let miie back to the com lab2 n called kim chuan out....n tok to him lorz...

Lrt tt day, after skool,kim chuan send miie home together with lucus... Then when i reach home after a few min, Kim chuan called miie with lucus hp n asked if i could come dw for a while... then i went dw n saw them at the sitting place near the coffe shop...then after tt we went to the play ground n we sat there toking...i were really happi today...it's lyk as if i'm back to my dream world...But maybe the next day, i'll be back to my realistic world again...

My Skool Family:
HuiYing(2NB),Vincent(3ED),Grace xia(2EA),Bejamin(1EC),kaiXun(2NB),Li Jun(2NA),ChewPing(2NB),PohLing(2NB),Liying(2NB),aloy(2nb),kennathan(3NC),Lin Zheng(2TA),ZhengSong(2TA),HuiShi(2NA),Camay(2NA)...tt's all le bahx...

The first month...

Yoz guys! Humm...Today issh the first month miie n kim had spented together...I gt buy a present for him to celebrate our first month together...but....SOBZ! i forgot to bring it to skool... haiz... so muz skool re-open le then can gib... sad... muz wait for one more weekz.... haiz... then it'll be a late gife le... but dunno he'll lyk it anot neax.... coz it's accutrly smth lyk a keychain... but...it'll a bulet shape n then lyk a massage bottle lyk tt de.... u can put secret msg inside it de...kekes...dun tell him worx... coz miie will write a secret msg n put it in de.... Humm... kim chuan's realy a bewi nice guy... he had a bewi sweet tounge though... kekes... he lyk to say sweet toks de... n he dosen't mind dying juz for tt specil somemore he lyk... he'll do anything to make his stead happy de...and he even dare to do things be4 his stead dose...lolx... ai yarz... he's really sweet n nice larz... he sometime gib miie the feel of brotherly love...as u noe... i'm the smallest in the family n i dun hab any onlder brother beside 2 sister... i realy hope to hab a brother tt can protect miie... n he's always gibing miie the feeling tt he's lyk my brother... even though i sometimes kana bully in class n he nv help but... i dun realy mind... even though i would be really happy if he would helped but i would be sad tt he gt into trouble if he did...

And...one more thing....it's surpose to be a secret...but when i tell u, u cannort tell ppl or make fun of miie horz... if nt i box u arz!....exspecily u arz Jun Xian! always ji siao miie... u betta dun ji siaoz miie when u read this arz....if nt u betta watch ur butt... late u butt kana bite off dun say i buwi u arz...kekes...Moii first LC with KimChuan..was on ytd after he sends miie home... we were in the lift when all of a sudden... it happed... i also quite blur then... n nt to mention stunded...Then... the way he kiss issh so different from hx... hx n miie take it bewi bewi slow... miie n hx always let our mouth touched n then tounges out n we started playing each other tounges with our own tounges...shh.... cannort say arz... then miie n kim is lyk juz... open, tounges in out n close then open, tounges in out n close then...the same larz... nv kiss so ...fast?...be4...>.<>.<...

And there's one thing about KimChuan... he's jelousy tt i'm soo close to KaiXun... coz he's my baobie gan di marz...so ytd he sick then still come skool... then he look so restless n tired... so i keep going to his seat there n see hw issh he lorz... then his fever issh lyk getting worst n worst soo i go tell teacher about his fever lorz... then teacher ask him go home bahx... i also nt sure wad happened.... but be4 end of the day he already nt at skool le... Then the funniest thing issh tt ytd gt sport hits marz... so thost tt participate can go out class early... then some JLO gt metting so can go out class early alos... then by then, almost the wold class gone.... then when WA tt time, only gt 3 ppl in our class go WA... only gt miie,Kimchuan and edwin... but poh ling also gt come only she nv sit at our klass there... she go sit with 2NA... evil rite...humph! then so suai.... my klass bedie 2NA marz... then their klass so guai... nt much ppl nt there.... so the guys sit infront marz... so snice our klass so little ppl so i sat beside the guys of 2NA lorz... then suai suai sit beside the hx...T-T sit beside him lyk so stress lyk tt.... scary.... so i read my story book lorz... then later luckily kim chuan ask miie sit beside hi... if nt later i will stress till fainted de...heng arz! lolx... nt becoz i dun lyk him so stess but becoz... as u noe, he's my ex-stead marz... then i reali scared lrt he scold miie again about andy thingy....>.<

Ytd miie,kim chuan and lucus so to yishun park after the WA untill 5.30 lyk tt then go home... so shiok sia! I fall aslp in his arms then lrt he ask miie lie dw on my bag whih issh on his laps...then i felt lyk i'm being protected n watch over by a gardian angel...ahhh~ so suang~ ^-^ then lrt he went dw to 7-eleven to buy a BIG glub then i was left on the hill along with their bag... then when i was half way aslp, a gust of wind suddenly came n i felt so uncoftable then i was woken up by the wind... i woke up with a shock...scary noex.... then i lie dw back then kim chuan they all come back le...Hummm...one thing about kim issh tt he's realy nice to hug... so warm... whenever we huged, his palm will come in contact with my back n i can feel a warm feeling on my back... quite a nice feeling though...kekes... well... guess tt's all le bahx... dun write too much le... lrt u all also lazy to read rite.... well...tt's all for nw...buaix~!!!

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Todae....

Todae nth inparticular happen... only for that i lost $7 in skool.... dunno hw i lost it somemore.... Muz be afiqo again lorz... stole my oil flim, stole poh li's book...then nw my money izzit?... haiz... idiot larz... hate my class ppl accept for 5 ppl... the rest either is okay okay larz or is stupid till siao lorz...haiz...naughties class i still dun mind... but with some xia lan n act dua ppl... haiz... c liao also sianz... nt only andy some time bewi the... dunno hw to say... but aloy also another one... toopid larz...humph!....

Todae after skool miie go Xeno play com again.... then later Lukcus n kim chuan sents miie home... then later he go home liao then noe his mum off dae.... then his mum gonna be home for today, tml, n the day after tml.... haiz... sianz... this few days gonna be guai kia liao...haiz... dunno why i also qural with andy lum de... I realli dun wanna qural with him.... i dun wanna make trouble... i dun wanna have these unpeaceful days.... haiz... if only andy could be lyk last time when i first met him lyk tt de shi hou.... then tt will be the best arz... he could hab been my bai bie di till nw le... haiz... Andy arz andy.... haiz.... Then this week gt exam somemore...So stress... but i hack care... nv go study... my test sure all fail le.... all to miie bewi hard larz... better nt let mummy noe... dun wan her to worry... gotta be guai kai n listen to teacher le... muz study hard le... even though i hope can go Technical but...Cannort larz... too many frenz i dun bare to leave from Acab...

Haiz... hx also another thing i'm stress about... you all noe he my ex-staed rite... we breakup le horz... then he's being so bad n evil to miie... i'm always bewi sotong de marz... then tt day i go play Cs... then i dam blur n slow reaction marz... then he scold miie stupid...haiz... even though he nv say the name out who he scolding but i can noe he scolding miie... he's my ex... n the one who break with miie issh him... So i should atleast still hab a little feeling for him still... so... when he treat miie lyk this i'm really... really hurtz.... but luckily gt Da zhu dear dear... i feel better when he's with miie... coz i lubb him more than anithing~kekes... haiz... headach larz... stress till siao...i stop here le bahx... buaix...*wave wave*








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