i'll lubb ya...

Hiaz...Today i'm sick...had fever,headach,flu and keep on wanna volmite...haiz...Hope i can totaly recover tml....so i can go skool... to see kim... I miss him alot....really wanna see him nw..haiz...

8.11pm...

kim juz loged out...haiz...juz nw gt a small qurall with him about smocking n also about wheather he's gd or nt...haiz... such weird things also can hurt so much... Hw i wish i could be a guy n he's a gurlz... so i can protect him n watch over him... Instead of letting him so sad becoz of miie...i rather tt i'm hurt then him... Even though i hate being hurt...n issh very scared of being hurt... but for him... i dun mind...haiz...

8.40pm...

so sian...nth to do...my mind kept thinking of him...n wad happen juz nw...he's really the most perfact guy i ever met in my life...he's always comparing himself to hx...y?...haiz...hx might be a very nice guy...but he gt a very bad part...it's tt...he dunno hw to think be4 he talk... coz when i stead with him.. most of the time, his word hurtz miie...but kim issh different...he might hurt miie at times...but most of the time he'll apolegise n start hating himself from hurtting miie...haiz...there's no nid to put the fault to himself...haiz...wad can i do to make him stop putting the fault on himself...

9.15pm...
i'm still thinking...about the stuff....haiz...kim chuan... wad can i do to make our relationship be happier n lasting?...i dun wan anione to be hurt ani more...i dun wan U to be hurt animore... looks lyk the only connection line we gt issh the letters we write...Looks lyk only letter could make us talk n listen to each other properly...haiz...guess tt's thew only way...but hw should i start?...haiz... i'll slowly think it over bahx...

Buaix guys...thx for reading my blog for today...plz tage be4 u go...Have a nice day!