a better day

Yesterday was a fun day...
i went to chew ping house at 8 plus in the morning...
we went cycling after that...
was expecting to hab the feel of the cool breeze at
LOWER SALITA RESORVOR...
but it turns out windless...=="
Wasted our time riding there....
After that we ride back to cp house...
She is darn strong man...
she can bring 2 bicycle,one big one small...
up to her 4th floor house...
li hai bahx...
then later we watch a little of helen the baby fox...
the fox so cute and ker lian...
cannot see,cannot heard and cannot talk...so sad....
then the rest never realli go see...
all thanks to chew ping lahx...=P

After that i went back to school...
meet cheng chin and huii yii....
huii yii darn chio sia...
never see her so chio be4...
then go see which class i going to next year...
heng i'll be in different class as kim chuan....
wouldn't wanna see him ani way...
And one good news...
I'LL BE IN THE SAME CLASS AS CHEW PING!
WOO HOO!...
so happi sia....

After that we went to cc home wait for cc change into
gai gai shirt...
then we go chew ping house wair for her change gai gai shirt...
then go my haouse change into nicer gai gai shirt...
acturally wanna wear skirt...
but all wear pants later i odd...sobx...
then later we go causeway point gai gai....
i go find my mom take money then go Mac eat...
Cc,Cp n miie all eat nugget accept huii yii eat hambugure....
Then later i meet up with tyco[zhen hui] kor kor....
Pass him the O levels Physic book...
At first he cannot see miie...
coz i sitting at the conner...
then later i told him where am i...
i saw him then i think he saw miie too...
then i was on the phone with him...
i told him..."i think i saw u already"
then he says..."got mea?"
dunno is jia jia de or wad...hahax...
then he fainnaly come over to miie this side...then i pass him the book...
it's been 2 year plus since i last saw him...
2 years ago he was like a little boi...
still young...and small in size...timid and shy...
2 years later he was like a big kor kor...
hamsome...and tall...but still...he's shy...but so cute~
then see him sit alone beside us the another table...
so went to bought a Mid coke for him...
didn't know it'll end up so big...
then later i ate nugget then left two ask him finish for miie
coz wo pa ta hungry...
he's my guess for today...

He walk about the shopping mall with us...
always behind us...
i'm realli scared that he's lonely or bored...
so i'll always turn back and look at him...
juz to gib him a quick look and a quick smile...
so that to tell him i care....
Then later cp bought a invisible pen...
juz to make sure tyco kor kor won't get bored...
i land from cp the pen and walk up to him....
i took his right arm and wrote "E.L.L.O.Z"
which spells...elloz....
i shine the blue light on to the place where i written the words
which revale wad i've written...
i look up to him and smile...
and then turn back...
they all running away..wanting to leave miie alone...
sobz...so bad...
then lucky catch up with them...
then walk into a stall then i somehow make drop something...
then spoil liao...arrr..so bu xiao xin...>.<
dui bu qi~!!! >_<
then my frenz took it and ask the casher if it's realli spoil...
the casher say yes..so i pay for it...
so dui bu qi lah~~~
then coz i pay mah...
cp wanna pay de...
but i dun let...coz i mak spoil de...
then she want gib miie the money...
say if i dun take i dun call her mei...
but it's realli my fault mahx...
atleast let miie pay...
sobx...
then i told her...
i rather not call u mei then take ur money...
then she say u sure?..
i say yes...
then she say okay lor...
then walked a way...
was realli sad enough...but then went after her...
she walk till i lost her...
then my frenz found her...
one thing that i knew is that tyco kor kor is always behind miie...
never leaving miie alone...
then later i some hw like qurall a lit with cp...
then tyco kor kor come and say "dun qurall le...later he treat us take neoprint"
hahax...cute bahx...
was some hw a lit giggling le...
then ren zu....
he's so cute and so kind hor...>_<
then later i somehow okay with cp le....
then i hug her and cried...

After that we went walk walk lor...
walk to the shop More Than Words...
buy the donkey which i dunno hw to spell the name...
that cc like de...
then went to take neoprint...
ofcoz we pay ourself...
i wouldn't want him to pay
first time only got PDP sistarz...
the secon time is tyco come back from buying his fren birthday present....
then i asked him if he could join us...
and under my 'chen ken' he fainaly agree~...
yeah!...then we took it and then decorate it...
hehe...i put rabbit ear at his head...so kawaii...
hahax...then later we went to timezone...
cp n huii yii play the basket ball thingy...
huii yii win sia...
then later tyco play with huii yii...huii yii also win..>.<
li hai wor...
then late miie n huii yii vs cp....
cp win...30+ point leh!...
we only 10+...
sobx...never mind bahx...
then later went back to floor 1...
find my mother...
we will be going different way as tyco kor kor...
so we ask him to go home first...

then went to my mum working area n take money from her...
then went home...
with MRT....
then buy some dishes home for tonite dinner...
after that reach home...
then talk with tyco kor kor on phone a while...
then realli tired...
hang up the phone nia...fall a slp...
till 10.30pm then wake up...
play audition till 3am plus then ask cp call miie...
then we talk till 4am plus my mom come my room nag miie go slp...
so i go slp le lor...

a changed world

25/10/06, 4.25am

My Life Has Use To Be Miserabe...
But i realli wanna thank you...
My sisters...
For Holding miie up...
Making my day brighter...
And bring miie a future...
Thank you my sisters....realli....
I realli hope that we'll be together....
ChewPing,ChengChin and Hui Yi...
Thank you...
For Bring So Much Joy To In My Life...
And Making Miie Feel Wanted... =']

My Life was never good at all...
I always thought to myself,kim is my only light...
But when his light was no longer mine...
i'm lost...alone...cold...in the darkness...
Untill...
U guys came....
U've become my Sun,my sky,my clound...
Making my Life full of hopes...
I realli Thank You gals...


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elloz every one...Now is 4.34am in the morning...
I didn't slp tonite...
hahax...
i still remember on monday,i went Cheng Chin class...
Which is in 2EA...then i walk to the door n look out...
Saw someone tat look like Henry...i wasn't confirm...
i then try to focus on him n he looked up...
And...
OMG! it's him!...
i turn back n felt pia sea as he saw miie too...
So embaressing...>.<
Then later miie Cc n Cp sat down and chat...
Soon later, Henry walked in!...
i didn't notice him...
Then i sit untill kinda boylish...OMG!...>.<
When i saw him i sat down properly n lie my head on the table...
I sat there quietly but the more i think the more embaress i feel...
so i stood up n walk to find Hui Yi...but couldn't find her...
So i walk to 2NC n see them play poker card...
Cc n Cp came along...
When Aloy scolded n ask us to leave,Cc got angry...
Then she walk out of the class...
i followed after her...
She say she angry aloy for being rude...
After tat we went back to 2EA n saw that suai ge is gone...
So we sat down and chat a little more...
not even 5 min, Suai ge walk in again...O.o
Oh god...
i try to ignore him...
and pretent he's nt there...
But he seems to be wander about the class....
So i walk out again as i wanna go to the ladies...
i walk out n coincidenacely bump into HuiYi...
So i ask her to pei wo go toilet...
2nd floor toilet was lock so we went first floor...
it was wet as the clearner juz finish washing it...
i went there...pee n make my hair n went out...
i go back 2EA n he's nt there again....
Was kinda relieve...
5mins later,HE CAME IN AGAIN!...
He sure have nth better to do...=.="
i tried to ignore him again....
and soon the bell rang, he went back class n i stayed...
hahax...
After school i went cp house with HuiYi...
Untill 5 pls then Cp come my house after she get changed...
then i got home, changed n called my mum...
and asked if i could go vivo with cp n her family...
My mum allowed n i went along with them...
Got there n her sis went to try on Branded cloths...
Miie,Cp and Cp's rother gave comments for her dressing...
After that we went to a restruan and eat...
The food there sure is yummy!...
After that miie n cp went to the Sea View side n Chat....
while chew yen jie jie n wen jie kor kor go look at the cloths again...
We chat alot...about Gost...O.o...
Soon we meet up with her sis n bro n decided to watch movie...
But we need to go back to their home as they juz fix the Security thingy...
And their mom couldn't get in as she dosen't know to password for it...
Everytime the door opens, the alarm will be trigure...
if within 4min, the alarm isn't tigure off...
the alarm will be send to the police...
n police will gib ur house a visit..hahaha...
But on the way back...
i fell aslp on cp shoudle...
when i woke up,i found cp on my head...hahax...
Then after a while, she woke up...
By then,we're in ktaib le...reaching home....
When we got off the taxi, CP had gastri pain...
So the movie was cancle and i gotta go back home....
Cp jie jie drive n bring miie home...
Cp jie jie walk miie up n hd a small introduction with my mother...
i was realli exsuted when i got home...
i took a bath stright away...
put my black mask n then my white mask...
but while putting the whte mask, i fell aslp...
but i woke up n found my mask was gone...
no one taken it..
but it's gone... where could it be?...
i wonder...but wad ever...hahax....

happened on 23/10/06

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Today is hari raya...
My school door garde invited us to his so call party...
i were suppose to meet Cp n Cc at 12pm...
But i was too tired after yesterday advanture...
So i over slept...hahax...
We got there about 3pm and had a small chat...
U'll never know he's a GrandPa already!...
After that we went to the dinner room and eat...
Their rice ws realli nice...
it's like the satay rice...
All stick together one...
Then put with thire gravy then eat...
WAH! SUPPER YUMMY WORX!...hahax...
I like it alot...
but their chicken...i eat liao wanna cry...
so darn hot!...sobx....

After food,we sat at the dinner table and chat with his wife...
His wife understand Chiness sia...can even speck quite alot of it!..
After than we went to the living room n On karaoka....
His wife sing darn nice!!!
Then Cc some how play with his oldest gard daughter which is 6 yr old...
They seems like they realli enjoy them self...so good....
Then after a while at 5pm...we left...
We went mac n buy 3 midium friese,2 moli and 1 lemon tea...
After eatting Cc played with the saurce and made a face...ahahax...
cute sia....then later Cc went home....
miie n Cp went to a hop wanna buy clip but the clip nt good de....
So we went back n "tong" then $1 toy gun...
met two small gurl...thire gun spoil so Cp try to fix t but was unsuccessful...hahaz...
Went home and it was about 7.30pm....
And do all kind of shit untill nw i'm blogging...5.13 le worx...
gotta prepare go school le....buaix guys....

happened on 24/10/06

free day

Todaiie iie neber go school agaiin...
Coz lazy tuu go narz...And yesterdaiie go also nth better tuu do...
Today go cycle bicycle again...go to another side of lower selita reservor to play...
Liikee there alott...The wiind sooz biig...sooz coolliing...WAH~~
Then today Cheng Chin go tell shuai ge that iie liike hiim...arw...die...X_X
Then shuaii ge still remember miie n saiid "izzit the one wiith the whiite haiir band?...wah....
Then cheng chin also kinda liike him but she liike another guy more...hahax...
Dunnoi hw tuu go school on mondaiie liiao...sure latar see hiim then feel weiird weiird de liiaoz...siianz....
But shuaii ge realii shuaii worx...>.<...
hahax....

Ani way...yesterday alreadi broke up with kim chuna le.... He dunmp miie de...haiiz...iif iie stiill gortx moii dear dear with muie,i sure wiill be fatefull...de bahx...hahaz....haiiz...dear dear arz...sobzz....

Wadeva happens...liifez stiill gose on...
Wad muz be gone wiill biie gonez...
Let iit go...and u'll fiind somethiing betta...[=

Today was a rather fun day...
i didn't went to school...couldn't wake up...
But i met up with cp at 1 plus to ride bicycle...
We ride all the way from 261 to the the jetty after the Yishun Stadium...
Was so darn tired....Can die...X_X...zzz
When we reach, we sat down and feel the cooling breeze~...wah...so nice~
Then sat we look a far out to the sea and saw.......nth....=.="
It was too misty to see ani thing all thx to the haste....
Then we went to the egd and saw a rope tied down into the sea...
We were curious so we tired to pull it up...
It was realli hard though...but we manage to pull up a little...
It was nth but plane wood n rubbish...waste out time n strength...
Hahax
so then we went back to 261,return the bicycle to cp's da jie house n then go down the bubble tea shop n grab some drinks be4 we faint...
We had a little chat with the uncle then soon a bunch of BB boys came n trape miie in a conner of the bubble tea shop...wah...
So weird...then some how i waited n they went back a little leaving some space for miie to go out...phew...atlast free~...
hahax...
then sit bus 804 one round back home with cp but she came down earlier lahx... then i came down 2 bus stop after her...
When i reach home i called my mom to let her know wad time i reach home n sat down play maple...
I created a new mage though...i created 3 mage...2 failed 1 success...hahax...
alone with my begainer helper...which is at maple island lvl 11 going to 12 le...hahax...
Cp also created one....hahax...
i'm gonna be a ice/lightning mage this time...hahax...
then talk to cp on the phone at the same time lor...
talk untill she so tired...ofcoz tired lahx...we play whold day mahx...but i so late havent slp come write blog...hahax...
Haiz....ytd after school coz gt result then CC cried alot mahx...then suai ge kinda notice her...hahax...gratz to her then...well..suai ge is a guy name henry from class 2EB...he's from india...but he's so suaiz...hahax...
Better nt think so much...hahax...
Study comes first....hahax...
haiz...without guys i won't die de...lolx...hope so then...lolx...
well...so late le i better go slp now...i'll update my blog soon...hope u all enjoy reading my blog...buaix...

already mid nite...this happen at 17/10/06 afternoon...but i late slp mahx...so become the next day liao..hahax...

My fun day todayz...

To day i had quite a fun day...
i woke up in at morning around 10 plus then saw cp msg saying tt she could go out...
And she asked if i could go out with her...
i replyed ofcoz...
Then later she came to my house then i tie her hair for her...
she didn't tie hair be4 so i hepled her to tie lor...
she looks realli cute when she tie her hair...
So adorable~...kawaii-neax! ^-^
This is the second time she had ever tie her hair...hahax...
She's starting to be like a girl already...lolx...
That's quite a gd news....
But hope she dosen't change her attitude after she gt pretty then...hahax...
After tying her hair, we set off to NP and bought a $19.95 waist pouch...
i bought a white one and she gt a black... we were like a angle n a devil lyk tt...hahax...

Then later we meet her sister go Harbor Front...
On the way there miie n cp gt Car sick [feel lyk volmiting]...
Maybe that car isn't stable enough....hahax...
Then when we reach there...we are already half dead...lolx...
Then her sister n her sister frenz so shopping first while we eat at the bus stop coffe shop there...i ate "yun tun mia"...then later drink one big bowl of "yun tun tang" with cp...wah...so full liao worx...
After that we walk onver to the Harbor front there n we both went shoping...
We never go find her sister lahx...hahax...we go shop our self...then later her sister call n ask us to find her so we went vivo city n found them at the fashio city...
Then we went serperate ways again...hahax...
We went window shoping but found that there was nth to shop...
And we notice the way the excolator was build is so messy tt it looks like a busy road for humans...
Then we went to shop for some Sweets so that we would nt feel sick again in her sistar car...
Then we was kinda let for the meeting time for going home at 4.30pm lyk that...so we ran all the way from vivo city to harbor front shopping mall...then saw her sister n her fren lor....
After that we went home and dunno y never feel sick le...guess the sweets realli helped...n we bought lemon tea too...bottle one...and it seems like no matter hw we brink, we always end up in the same volume of water....hahax...another coincident bahx...lolx...ani way...my first coincident was with cc...on 12/10/06 i think...we some hw left with the samje amount of money after shopping at NP...hahax...back to topic then...
Then cp's sister let miie off at yishun MRT n i went to woodlance to pick my mom up from work...then we went to eat at old sambawang shpping mall opposite...
i ate to my fullness but my mom kept asking miie to eat the soup n say they specialy bought for miie then i never drink...so i angry so stuff all in untill i volmite out....then let miie dun eat...so darn angry...
then soon, suddenly fe,lt lyk crying...suddenly alot of stuff running through my mind...but i held back my tears...didn't cry...haiz....
Later, we went to shop at the mall but didn't buy much stuff n we somehow bump into my second sister n her bf...hahax...so unlucky...
then later went home lor...nth liaoz....hahax...kinda sianz yet fun today...hahax...
Today Felt so free~! Can Go out till so late then come home~ So happi~!!!! [=

Back to depressions...

Yesterday wad another sad day. I n kim divorce in maple le. He gave the reson:"Scared later i log in ur sister saw then angry"....haiz... dunno is real reson or wad... Then he lend 12K cash from miie to buy the metro hair. Then later he aslo got say something that brings the fear in miie. He like totally changed...i dun mind we divorce...i dun mind he lend the 12K cash...but the stuff he said is...so...sacry...it's like...he's no longer the kim i know....haiz...I dunno...i have tot of telling him break but i juz can't say it out...i dun have the courage...and i dun bare to leave him...I always tell myself, "juz gib him another 2 weeks time, maybe he'll be back to normal soon enough". But it's juz getting worst n worst... I already dunno hw to face him...he's like a total stranger to miie... I dun get nwad he mean nor understand him ani more... Maybe becoz he have an equal numberm of stress he had to face....maybe becoz of the stressness he then become like tt de...or maybe...he dosn'y like miie ani more...or maybe i am juz a toy for him...or maybe he juz wanna use miie...or maybe...he loves miie nut dunno hw to show it ani more...haiz... Dunno larz...so confuse...so lost... I might be going crayz soon... Sometime...i juz felt like i see some things tt are nt there that is there...maybe i am going carzy... or maybe becoz i'm depress then i'm an easy target for the "something"...haiz...i'm carzy soon... Sometime, when i slp, i fely like someone's beside miie laughting and laughting...i dunno...must be going crazy soon...

Today i had chiness exam...i got alot i dunno...i must be failing my chinmess again...haiz... Then after school my mom n dad call miie and ask miie to go home...dun felt like going so juz yet... I felt like i'm enjoying go home more n more offen...everyday after school my frenz ask miie "where u going late" i'll always answer "Home". hahax...maybe i start liking home already... Then my dada come to the school Mac there to bring miie home then when i got home i talk to mommy untill i kinda like talking to her...accept that i still have the stress of talking to her becoz i'm not use to talking to her in such a friendly way yet...but i kinda enjoy talking to her... i gotta go study already...i think i'll end here...buaix~