many happy returns....

Today is a really happy day...infact,ever snice i started play CS with them, i've been happy~!
today i went to CS with Hong Xian,Andy and Cristoher....then we played with other ppl in the game room too it was fun though...well..atleast i'm getting better~...wahaha...Then After Cs, we went to northpoint...then later crit bring us to the un exsit shop of his friend and then he went off back to school for BB...Then left me,Hx and Andy...then we shop shop a while then i saw my peixin friend...so andy and hx wanna play hide and seek marz...so they ran off without me to popularz to see PS2 games...then i couldn't find them so went backl to lever 2 and waited beside the Power9 shop...standing beside the shop brings back many many many memories...the happy ones...the sad ones...and then stupid ones....i almost cried while thinking of those stupid things i done...and now even lost them...and felt like crying...but i control my tears and think...i wanna be strong...i wanna work hard to achived what i wanted....even though i didn't get what i wan...but at lest i got him as a frenz...it's more than enough already~....so i waiting for 5 to 10 mins then go up to 3th floor to look for then...while going up the ex-cur-lator,i saw them..just beside it...and i was so happy then i could just jump up and hug him...but i couldn't ofcoz...but i'm also sad at the same time..coz my mind is still running with thoughts of last time...then we went to min-toons and then andy wanna buy sweet but he had no money left so i gave and $1 while hx gave 50cent
well...hx still got some money left~then andy pick the sweets and weight it and pick and weight...then at last got the correct amount then while walking out dunno what hx and andy toking about as my mind is still with thoughts and then andy ask me if i wanna eat the sweets and i just stright away say nope...the hx got a shock and say huh!!! so loundly...that the thoughs in my mind just ran away...then later we found a spot to settle things down to have a rest...so they continew to eat while toking about the pattens behinds us...and they even play with their sweets...even hought hx got hit my head and push my head...but he did it even gental than before...and then later when they wanna go hom, i sent them till the bus stand there and then wait for the bus with them....while waiting,hx keep on asking me to eat the sweets but i keep on say dun wan...coz i wan them to eat the sweets...it's not like as if i put posion it it~ but it's becoz sweets plays an important part in life...sweets have many meaning...

1st meaning:ppl who like to give their frenz sweets is becoz they want to be friends with them forever...and hope that nth unpleasent would happen to break their friendship....

2nd meaning:some ppl give their frenz sweets becoz they loves to share so much then they would suffer for their frenz....they would like to see the smiles on their frenz face when they recived it as it bring pleasure in their heart as well as their frenz....

3th meaning:ppl give their frenz sweets becoz maybe their friends are not really happy or are angry with them so they give sweet as a form of "sorry plz forgive me" or "cheer up!"...they presous their friends so much that they wanted to see the smiling faces of their's....

Well as for me...i give sweet for all thouse meanings above...as i really treasure my frenz so much...even though i always buy sweet for them everyday untill i also dun have any money left for myself...but it's worth it...as i wan my frenz to be happy...and i wanna frenz them forever~...and sometimes i could see my frenz being sad...so i wanted to cheer them up with the sweets...and sometimes i am just so stupid to do wrong things that mead them angry...so it's also mean sorry~....

Well back to the part where hx were call me to eat sweets but i dun wan....then after that...we kept quiet for a while then i suddenly felt like singing ...so i sang~ then hx say i'm someone who is name "sofl radio".....lol...then later on the bus came and when hx and andy going up the bus that time, i say bye bye to them and hx smile to me and turn back and walk into the bus...that smile...i remember...it was the same,gental,caring,kind smile that he use to give me before....i felt so happy to see those smile again...to know how much he cre for me and a frenz...i'm really happy...i'm so happy to feel him gental and warm touch...even it's just a beating or a push on the head...and felt happy to hear those gental voices and seing the gental smiles...those thing add a little light into my life...for my present and my furture.....as i watch the bus left,i feel a little sad...but i know i'll still see him...on monday...and there's no douth on it...i look forward for that day....

when i went home,my frenz shaiful and hx got a misunderstood so i tell hx what had really happen...then at the same time i scard he angry so also ask him not to be angry and ask him to realxe and cool down...and i help him blow wind...even it's only a word....lol...then i went back to my game lorz...then went i came back i saw him reply back something..i'm gald that he reply in a happy manner coz i scard he angry~...>.<>