Todae Kim chuan dunno hw hurtz his hand again... he's tumb has a small cut but it's bleeding~!!! i see le also heart pain... so i went to take a tisuie n clean his blood...He look rather calm though.... but i'm nt... my heart really hurtz alot when i know he's hurtz.... Exspecily when he bleeds... it was his left tump though... I gave him the tisue after wards and he took it... I wonder why his hand is always so cold... Nt to mention it also a little sweaty... but i dun mind... i'm use to cold n sweaty hands... as hx also dose have this kind of hands...

Hummm... Then when he send miie home, he ask miie why i qural with aloy today n i told him wad happen... then as he listen, he held my hand n i was a bit stun but remind myself to remain calm.... then i continew to tell him wad happened... but it's nt much for miie to say by them... and i counldn't think of anymore to say already...>.< When we reach my door stair case there, i head a boom boom boom sound n the first thing that gt into my mind was my mother's off day... i then let go off his hand and walk to my door n saw my mum... luckily she was back facing miie... i then gib him a kind of signal asking him to go home n preten that he dosen't noe miie n he juz went off... i then called my mum... She asked miie why am i being so late then i told her that i went to play computer... We then startd to qural... There she go nagging about BGR n this n tt... yarwn... tired... well i juz nooded my head again n again saying orh but my ears are totaly shut!... kekes...Then later i help my mum to hang the wet cloths on to the bamboo n she brings it out to the sun... Then my mum's frenz came so did my aunt n uncle and biao mie... I then went to play the com with kim chuan... we chat in maple... then he suddenly decided to tell miie smth... he say... "i...want to....break up with you..." i was so stun n all of a sudden... my mind were running with so much question... y did he wanna break up with miie?.... why?... we were okay juz nw when he sent miie home... but why all of a sudden?... i can't belive wad is happening... i felt lyk crying... but i held back my tears as my biao mei is juz beside miie.... i'm realy sad,confuse and depressed... i could have juz took up the penknife n slash my wrist n make the floor full on blood... my blood.... But...i can't...

Then he suddenly tells miie "i'm juz joking" "dun take it to heart"... it's then i realise i was fooled n all my worries were nth... i was so afried n was thinking of what have i done wrong?... where did i done wrong.... i'm afired tt we'll break coz i had always think tt i dosen't suit him...coz he's too gd to be ture.... but i can't manage to let go...coz...it'll be too deep to be recover... but compare to hx... it might nt be as deep... but it still mean alot....to miie... alot alot....But i still feel lyk crying when he tells miie that he was only joking as i'm glad that it was juz a joke...I'm happy that it wasn't ture that he wanna break... I was really relive...really...really glad... Then soon we gotta log off.... I say gd bye n he said gd bye... n with a few sweet n loving words, we loged off.... then i went out to eat sakae sushi with my aunt n uncle n biao mei... it was really yummy~... but i stuff myself up too mcuh...

When i gt back home again... i went to have a warm bath... and then return to my com and play maple... he wasn't online... But i help him do the teleporting quest again... n gave him 11000K++ n help him train till his exp 63%+ then i log out ad played mine...But my char did died once... then left 58% le...it was 63% atfirst....sobz...my exp!!!Humph! i'll kill the toopid red stone next genaration to 'bao chou xue hen'!!! humph!!!Then once i died, i'll be lasy to play le lorz then come to write blog... kekes... nw my big sis comming home le so i gotta log out le... so buaix buaix... Muackzz *hug hug* *wave wave* ^-^