cried non- stop

Today issh a sad day bahx....
Gt a small qurall with moii second sister today...
Haiz....why can't they juz understand y i wanna use the com...
My big sis also lyk tt...
My second sister also lyk tt...
haiz...so darn sad sia...i now have no one to turn to at all...
no one can fully understands miie...nt even kim chuan...
haiz....to them... quralling is normal...but to miie it's nt...
becoz...i have a personality problem...every time i get too sad and fusterated,
i'll do smth very bad to them juz to make myself feel better...i dunno y...
i dunno y i am lyk tt...i juz can't control myself...
it's lyk...i wasn't miie...i juz wanna make tt person sad...
haiz...
Even mom scolded miie...y izzit lyk tt...
i wasn't totaly the one to be blame...i dun wanna get scolding....
i dun wanna....
i juz kept crying...crying...crying...haiz...
i wanna leave this place...
i dun wanna be here ani more....
i juz wanna leave this miserable place...
so tt atleast if i left, ppl leaving with miie will be happier...
without miie...there won't be a pesti little sister...
no one to kept asking and asking for using the com...
no one to take ur things without proper permision...
no one to fight over stuff with u ani more...
won't tt be better...
if i leave...i'll run...and hide...so tt they won't find miie...
untill i die...and go stinky...rotten...decompse...
and no one will ever find miie...nor remember miie...
no one will ever know where am i...nor care where am i...
they will live on...happily...without miie...
even if they do remember...they will still be happy...without miie...The Pest....