Is it just like that?...

Is it just all that?...i ask Andy wheather he knows about it anot...he says he dunno...
Then kim is just rite at the next line of andy's hp so i asked andy to add miie in the confrence and ask kim wheather he realli likes Chew Ping...He's answer was....the answer was no...He juz told KaiXun for fun...he didn't meant to be serious...Can i realli believe him?...it's suspisious...but being his stead,trust is the most bacis thing between couples...so...i choose to believe him...I'm currently kinda relive rite now...but...sometimes, i'm still lost in my thoughts...

I've told Cp about it since the day i found out...she was realli un noticed...i guess...she's innosent...i realli treasure her alot...alot...i realli likes her alot as my friend...moii best friend...it might sounds childish but... Having a best friend feels so...nice...u can trust her with stuff that can't be trusted byt ani other person... And talk to her about your problems and she'll surely understends...it's realli nice...and...for Andrew...they all asked miie not to believe him...but...i juz did for no reson...guess i realli treats him as my own brother already...a brother thats so close....that i always depens on...a brother that's always there when i needed him... People might call miie stupid for still accepting him as a brother...but...he's become one part of my life already...it's an habbit to have him....i guess...

I've been thinking... How would i feel if i were to lost Kim Chuan... Sometime...i thought..."it woun't be that painfull...i guess...But when i'm think about it some time again, it seem to miie..."it'll hurt more that ani thing... i might even die if he leaves miie.." i juz dunno...i can't make up my decision...to set if free or...to not.... like my sister say..."wad should be your's will be your's...wad should not...will never be..." it's understandable but...yet...complicated...haiz....why dose love grew harder and harder as time gose...less and less ture love...haiz...it's so hard for man kind to live these days...

[X][u][e]-->singing off...sadly...and confuess...

Can someone juz walk into my life and bring miie away from all this confussing stuff?...
I'm tired...realli very tired...i need a rest...
So much prombles...so much interutions in my life...
I realli need to sleep....to have a long long long long sleep...

A NEW CHAPTER WILL BEGAIN....soon...